Miwa no Nikki 100411

Ima shocked me and YUI goodbye days be my song list today...

i got something that really make me shocked ...
even actually i already have a suggested about this..and i always said,"muri desu!muri desu!how can he is your idol can chat with you like him...?hahaha.."then i laughed to myself.

but today suddenly he said he will go cause someone already knew who is him.

Im really sad when he told me about that..
then,he told me who is he..the real he is..
and thats made me really shocked,faint and ....happy also sad at the same time.

someone who i never imagine can chat with me...

but,its late...

he will go now...

and i lost it again..

lost my friend....


zannen desu ne?
hehe..

I remember 1st time i chat with him.
I talked about yamada..
he told me something...
he said,"You never know who is the real yamada ryousuke..."
something like that..cause my memory so bad...so i cant remember all.
but he made me said something that i feel really shame if i remember that.>////<

i know maybe some of you think im crazy about this..and think how naive im if i tell you i can chat with my idol..my self also think im crazy.
demmo,i dont know why..
i want belieave him...

is that enough for me...?

saa,who's know?

Bye..bye..Yujisuke-kun.