Yama-chan otanjoubi omedettou...!!!

hope you will be more matture and can get what you wish this year..

i cant give you ギフト gomen ne..

i cant say happy birthday in front of you gomen ne..

i cried in your birthday gomen ne...

i didnt remember since when i feel doki-doki every time i see you..

i didnt remember since when i feel so happy every time i hear your laugh..

i didnt remember since when i feel smile brightly every time i listen your song..

dear 山田..

so many peoples will always support you whatever you are..

you are one of the stars on the sky..

shining so bright...

i just can see you..

i cant reach you ..

its ok for me as long as i can see your smile forever...

Minna hisashiburi..!!!!

sakin wa chotto ishogashii desu kedo ne..>o<

hountoni taihen desu..= ='"

ne..ne..minna!

yamada no tanjoubi wa mada chikai desu!!!

hwaaa!!

i really want to join the gathering that make by a hey say jump fans ..

i really want!!

really want!!

really want!!

but...i cant...

*cry a lot*

cause i have many schedule at that time..hiksu..hiksu..

gomen ne yama-chan..>,<

tokorode,i found something funny when i checked my FB 

look at that photo..

too many yamada ryousuke ne?

*laugh*

demmo,i like all of them..^^

and didnt hate them even maybe all of them are fakers ne.

maa,i need some rest..

and i will continue my story also my FF !!!

yesterday i got an experienced that make me remember tegomasu songs...

>w<

moshimo sekai ga bla blabla...(gomen i didnt remember it clearly..>///<)

im so glad ..cause in this evil world theres still have many good peoples.

and one of that good peoples is someone who gave back my wallet when i lost it.

yesterday,when i was on the way to home from muthi's home..

i realiezed,i lost my wallet and i was so confused about that...

cause,all my money are in that wallet.

but,fortunately nabil lend me some money ...^^

then,i decided to went to searched my wallet one more time

but i didnt found it...=,=

with sadly face and tired feeling i went to home.

i felt really sad not because the money...

ok,i sad because the money too..but theres another reason that made me sadder than that..

all my treasures are in that wallet....>,<

when i arrived at home...a few minutes later someone who i never knew searched me.

and ....

VOILAAA~

my wallet is on his hold!

a second later i wrinkle my face...make a question mark on there.

the man who saw my face like that,explain to me why my wallet could in him.

as his story...when he sat on the cafe he saw my wallet...

then he looked at my id card..and decided to gave back the wallet to me.^^

he lives so far away from my home...

and he gave back it to my home!!

thats make me so admire...

and so glad,theres a good people who gave back my wallet...

mean theres a good people who gave back my treasures...

my treasures....

Tegoshi and Ryo's Photos..~~~

\(>/////<)/

 I just checked my inbox in facebook..
and i feel really happy cause Tegomasu have new pv!!!and they will make new mini album!!!
*Jumpingjumping*
>///////<

even i dont know i can buy that or not...
demmo,sugoku ureshiii yo!!!

and i already watched and also download the PV !!!
hwaaa~ Tegoshi looks more kawaiii>//////<
and Massu looks like baby ...ahahahah...>w<

the pv is very goood..
somehow i feel a little touch with that pv..and also the song.
i really miss tegomasu song and voice...~
when i listening the song,i really enjoyed it and thats make me feel comfort and lost my tiredness..
gomen im so over..>/\<

but thats what i feel ne~
and i hope all peoples who listen it will feel same thing too like me..

Beside that it make me miss to sing together ne...
with yumu and muthi...
its feel long time i didnt sing again ...

saa...
This the link for download the new single~
Tegomasu-moshimo kono sekai kara oo ga nakunattara

this the pv in youtube...
TegoMasu new Pv~

Yattttaaaaaa......!!!!!!!!*jumping*

i already finished watched HIDARIME TANTEI NO EYE...

>/////<

hwaaa!!!!

as like what i thought before,that is really really great dorama...
i dont know why but i feel really like this dorama and cried almost in all episodes..(hahah..poor me)

i started watch it when i got 3 free days from school..
and decided for get some relaxe,so i went to dvd shop with yumu..
and..

and..

surprisely!!!i found hidarime tantei dorama!!!
ahahahah...

you can imagined i screamed so loud and so happy in there..
ahhahahaha...such a baka thing ne?but,thats me.^^

then from that day i spent my day for watched ...
and every episode always made me droped my tears...
huhuhu....>,<
Untill my servant felt worried cause i always cried...>w<

especially when Ainosuke pull Yumehito for jumped together from the building!
thats made me really shocked!!

>,<


hwaaaa.....!!!!


ALL THUMBS UP FOR THAT!!!

I made a poem today in indonesian class...

and thats made my face so red!>////<

cause i never can make a poem before..
dunno why,but i never can make poem..

maybe because im not a romantic girl....?

maa..tabun na...
=,=

and this poem i made for Tegoshi yuya,Ryo Nishikido,and Yamada ryousuke..

and for them who always make my day become so bright.^^

dozoooo....

P.s.You can laugh as loud as you can if you want...>////<

~CRAZY LOVE~

Just by called your name...

My heart rippled smoothly

Just by Heard your voice...

My Heart Beat so happly

Flower's Blossom...

not as beautifull as your smile

Bright sun...

not as bright as yourself for me

I know who you are,You didnt know who i am

I know your smile,You didnt know my smile for you...

I know Your pain,You didnt know my pain

I know Your tears,You didnt know my tears for you...

Even The worl be your enemy..

I will still with you

Even you never see me...

I will always see you.

Haaaaa!!!

dou desu ka??dou desu ka???
>//////<
chotto warui desu ne????gyaaaa!!!hazukashiiii!!!

ahahah...i got inspiration from tegomasu song and also kat-tun song..^^
hehheheheh...


maa...thats all my feeling for them.^^

sore wa atashi no subete.

Ima shocked me and YUI goodbye days be my song list today...

i got something that really make me shocked ...
even actually i already have a suggested about this..and i always said,"muri desu!muri desu!how can he is your idol can chat with you like him...?hahaha.."then i laughed to myself.

but today suddenly he said he will go cause someone already knew who is him.

Im really sad when he told me about that..
then,he told me who is he..the real he is..
and thats made me really shocked,faint and ....happy also sad at the same time.

someone who i never imagine can chat with me...

but,its late...

he will go now...

and i lost it again..

lost my friend....


zannen desu ne?
hehe..

I remember 1st time i chat with him.
I talked about yamada..
he told me something...
he said,"You never know who is the real yamada ryousuke..."
something like that..cause my memory so bad...so i cant remember all.
but he made me said something that i feel really shame if i remember that.>////<

i know maybe some of you think im crazy about this..and think how naive im if i tell you i can chat with my idol..my self also think im crazy.
demmo,i dont know why..
i want belieave him...

is that enough for me...?

saa,who's know?

Bye..bye..Yujisuke-kun.